Sarcasm! Because beating the hell out of people is illegal!: I Can Fix That- Bootleg Fixes (20+ Pics)

Sarcasm! Because beating the hell out of people is illegal!: I Can Fix That- Bootleg Fixes (20+ Pics)

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Oh fuck this! My joints hurt, my feet are on fire, I have forgotten what its like to pick something up and not promptly drop it, my brain is in a fog, sleep is not coming.  I'm exhausted and every time I close my eye all I can think about is the stupid weird zappy pains I get and WHAT DO THEY MEAN??? I just saw the Onc she seems to thing all is fine but I still worry constantly. If the cancer doesn't come back I'm sure one of these bastard ass drugs are going to kill me.  Switched to Lyrica for the neuropathy and its making me fat. Experimenting with Aderall to see if it will help with the Chemobrain. I'm seriously tired of trying to remember which drug to take when and seriously? is this helping me??? Ugh. I just want to be a little bit like I used to be but I guess I have to face it, my body thinks I'm 90 and I really just want to take a walk, straight up, not bent halfway over and no limping! Ha!!

I haven't been posting because:
A. I'm inherently lazy.
B. I'm busy and lazy too.
C. Its hard to type with this stupid cast in my right arm.
D. Even though I have the cast,  I think I might have actually been in a good mood for the last few weeks!
E. New pharms for my neuropathy keep knocking me the fuck out.

So I found this new blog that I am absolutely in love with:  The Sarcastic Boob Blog
Go there! Read it! Like it! Face Book it! LOVE IT!!

And so I stole this from it, So fucking true!


 

Really bad horrifying language (mine) .. vent

 

Disclaimer: Really bad horrifying language.. vent

 

Its bad.

I’m not losing my mind, really, I’m not, that’s been gone for a long time!  Seriously, I just feel like screaming fuck you at my entire family. Not my kids, as much as they drive me insane, but the rest of them can all go straight to fucking hell. I am so damn angry right now. You fucking people are so goddamn perfect? HA! And FUCK YOU for not listening, FUCK YOU for not believing, And FUCK YOU for thinking you KNOW anything.

I was 5 fucking years old! Thank you all so damn much for opening your eyes, thanks for seeing the pain I was dealing with, THANKS SO MUCH for not realizing that something was wrong, that all of the things that happened were NOT my fault. I never asked for that, I didn’t even fucking know what he was doing! All I knew was that he told me to do it, HE told me I would be the one who got in trouble if I told, and He was so perfect and so wonderful he could never ever do anything wrong could he?  Oh no, that would only be me. I must be lying. Must have made it all up. Thanks for having my back there FAMILY.  I hope nothing like that ever happens to you or yours and you are not believed. I am so much better off without you people in my life, bunch of two faced backstabbing assholes.

I hope you all fuck off.

Back from vacation and NOT happy to be home. Want to be back in the sunshine and pool. I really didnt want to come back!

Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That’s what we like to think. But that’s not always the way it is. Sometimes there are things we just have to learn over again

Pink Ribbons STILL Suck Ass

I belong to a cancer site that I frequently post on and get replys or just someone placing a comment on my story. Here is one I got today that annoyed me . ( FYI, my name is NOT carol)

 

Carol, You are strong and one thing for sure you have rolled with the punches so far! As a survivor, I have been going threw the same things and even though I am now cancer free... I have not left this disease behind me. I choose to support and be there for my fellow fighters. really does suck that your job was the way they were towards you. I know, I had a great support team at my job, and worked threw some of my chemo. Its hard but when it is all said and done you have to do what you have to do. Cancer is something that you can beat and we all have to stick together during the good and the bad times. Help one another during the struggle. So please, dont hate Pink Ribbons... we have something beautiful that represents us... we dont have to like the disease but like the PINK support. Thanks for the add! God Bless!- AngelRibbons

 

Here is my reply to AngelRibbons:

Thanks for your reply. Honestly I have no problem with the color pink, I used to actually like it and I love to support fellow CA fighters, however I am against PINKWASHING and unfortunately that seems to be the way of the corporate world today.Thanks to Susan G Komen breast cancer will forever be dehumanized by the infamous "pink ribbon". So as much as I stand up for a cause, unless you are helping people that I can actually see, don’t ask me to contribute to  yet another nameless corporation that has jumped on the “Pink” bandwagon. If SK inc. had been working as hard as they have said over these last years with all of the donations, walks, products, etc CANCER WOULD BE CURED. And they would not be going after the little guys who use the pink ribbons,(using contribution money) they would rejoice in the support!  So for me pink ribbons represent a CEO making hundreds of thousands a year off the backs of breast cancer survivor fighters, and families, while I struggle to pay my mortgage, buy food and LIVE thru this nightmare. I hate the disease and I still think Pink Ribbons SUCK ASS!

Thanks for the blessings, back at ya.

Maybe y’all should read this:

http://butterbeliever.com/i-will-not-be-pinkwashed-why-i-do-not-support-susan-g-komen-for-the-cure/

Ya HAVE to love the BUTTER BELIEVER, the only thing that could top it? BACON BELIEVER!! LOL